Life just doesn’t make any sense

Lately life has been making absolutely no sense, I have no idea which direction I want to pursue, what my short term goals are, and whether I’m on the “right” path

• Do I want to double down on distribution?

  • Yes, but what’s the point + so many people my age already have millions of followers, a tight-knit community, I’m just starting out

    • Do I wanna double-down on personal branding?

      • Yes, but too high effort with possibly lesser RoI + difficult to monetise

    • Do I want to double down on educational & informational content?

      • Yes, but then since I don’t have a sub-niche perse which I’ll be majorly focusing on (think MUN, study abroad, etc), then the community will not be as tight-knit

    • What kind of content do I want to make?

      • I DON’T FUCKING KNOW

• Do I want to double down on product & biz ops?

  • Yes, but what’s the point + so many people my age have done far better in this aspect, getting into YC @ 18, raising millions, and whatnot

• Do I want to double down on college?

  • No, I’m not studying at my dream college, what’s the point + because I’m not in a T20 I’m already far behind

• Do I want to drop out of college?

  • Yes, but I don’t think that’s the right decision, as what will I do in my “free” time?

Idk man, I think I’m just going crazy with the endless cry-seshes and whatnot, nothing makes any fucking sense anymore